Silica
Least that's all he's doing... fine. I don't fight him or try to avoid the contact, just feel him against my side, sometimes my ass I'm sure.
I do meet eyes with Footie, and well... yeah you know this is actually kind of fun, thrilling, yo…
Silica
Feel like I'm being checked out... I give the dogs their space and walk around towards the sled from the back.
"Yeah... that's what they say, right..." trying not to have an attitude here.
Silica
Eight? Fuck... isn't that what Squirrel said the Genny's worth? They buyin? Doesn't feel like it.
I say quietly to Footie and Nose, "ok... we play along. Keep it down low... they don't got no gripe against us, let's keep it that way."
Then…
Silica
Well color me perplexed. They lookin' for Squirrel? Didn't think his whereabouts were a secret exactly but what do I know... and I don't like how they're asking.
But that guy's talking threats, and the other guy's looking at us... in a way …
Silica
"Shit.... they comin'" I whisper urgently. I'm holding Footie by the hand, almost to keep her still but also cause my hand's shakin' and I don't want her to see. I notice that Nose has his scaling knife in his hand, little good that'll do bu…
Silica
"Fuck, we don't need any of that shit..." I head for the nearest cover, jagged ridge of ice or whatever.
Scting under fire:
(Rolled: 2d6+2. Rolls: 3, 1. Total: 6)
Silica
Long, boring walk huh? Well you know I had a fuckin' bad afternoon so I'm not feeling too talky. I do want to hop up to Nose though... tell him he did good back there.
Footie? Pretty? Fuck I don't know... but she's real right? Living a toug…
Silica
They don't seem bothered that much, but it's not like I said I made him shoot hisself, it's just something that happened as far as they know, right?
I pull away from Footie and take off my yellow coat, "gonna be gettin' dark by the time we…
Silica
We stand together, I'm not sure what it means, pretty sure nobody here does. But it means something... She's cryin' and I'm not good with that... cryin's something you do when nobody's around or when you're getting fucked or shot... not some…
Silica
Yeah, I'm on the same page with Nose here... I don't quite know what to do but fuck it...
"You did good... ya got out of there..." it's hard to talk, she's holding onto me like it means something, like she fucking cares. It's weird and awes…
Silica
I walk up, not really sneaking, but not making myself known right away... truth is I just can't say anything right away. I feel this feeling in my chest like... I gotta cry but I can't quite... takes me a few seconds to get my shit together.…
Silica
At first I just run, run to get out of sight of the pier, run to get away from what's happened... but after a few minutes I slow, find a sheltered spot and hide out of sight for a few minutes. I don't hear anyone after me.
I consider going…
Silica
The glare shines in my eyes, the blizzard overtakes us, each of the floating specks caught in the wind, but alive and terrible.
He falls out of my grasp, the sound of the gun shocks me and for a second I wonder if i'm shot, if I'm dying...…
Silica
I stare up at the guy, but the other guards standing there watching, I see their faces, lust in their eyes. One of them fucking rubbing himself through his pants, looking at me. This dirty bastard in my mouth... the nightmares I've been havi…
Silica
Yeah, I'm clothed, but that's not much compared to most. I would definitely remove my coat indoors, and I'm just in my shorts, shirt, and tennies here right now.
Ok so I have a fuckin' plan... get the motherfucker all into this and then fuc…
Silica
I clutch at my head and let out a painful cry as he grabs me. I totally didn't expect that and it fucking hurts! Damn it, there's Footie watcching all this? I try to look confident, look you know... like I got this, right? Try to keep my fee…
Silica
I turn my hed to Footie for a second, indicating the door with my eyes and I sharply say, "yeah fuck off, allright?" there's an apology on my face but I don't dare say more.
I'm hoping they go... I don't want Footie to see me like this. I …
Silica
Fuck... fuck this. I turn to Nose, he's a little more savvy it turns out, and hold his gaze for a beat. They should get the fuck out of here and I glance towards the door for a second.
Then I stand up and turn to face the guy, a 'fuck you' …
Silica
Shit. Guy's watching us. My attention is on the threat and I'm watching him without looking at him. Really it's hard to relax when someone's giving you that look. But Footie's giving me a look, too, a different kind, and it's kind of weird a…
Silica
I laugh along with them. It is a good time, relaxin' a little bit with these guys. And the meat ain't bad either. As I sit there I take care not to look right at any fuckers passing by, not worth the trouble if someone thinks you're givin' t…
Silica
"Shit..." that's what's going on? Some masked fella, huh? Yeah, you wear a mask if you want to keep out the cold, or other's eyes. I don't trust a fucker werain' a mask.
Yeah, we sit. Well, it's fucking hot in here, I'd sit near a window I …
Silica
I look away when she apologizes. They're not words that mean a lot to me any more. But she touches my arm and I nod, eyes downward. Apology accepted, not that I think she owes me one.
Then she asks, "yeah... I guess we are." Are we? I look …
Silica
Well who the hell knew Nosey got family out here.
Yeah, they fuck with each other, that's cool. I get in on it from time to time too so it's all good.
Yeah, Nose calls out "three" and I nod a cautious nod to our host, not sure what he'll…
Silica
Yeah he pisses me off, but whatever... he gets a bit of my middle finger for his trouble and I'm actually a little upset with the whole thing until Footie pulls away and tell me we're good... in not so many words. I break a smile, "yeah."
S…