Silica
Fuck... ok fuck, you know... why do I have to think about this kind of shit right now? Can't I just feel good about something for once? Seriously? Yeah, I can feel the connection, my brain reaching into her... I've felt it before and it does…
Silica
It tickles, yes... how she's doing it. Makes me giggle a little but that's more cause we're already kind of giddy and silly and that just adds to it. In general I don't like getting touched at all, my skin's really sensitive especially when …
Silica
I slowly lick the front of my top teeth, the sharp one on the right, you know? And grin at her, "oh yeah?" Sounds like I've been challenged.
I glance at the door, then still grinning suddenly step into her to engage her in another kiss. Pus…
Silica
Soon as the door shuts I crack up, laughing through my teeth in a little hiss-hiss of a laugh with my shoulders trembling. "Holy. Fucking. Shit." I correct her then laugh a little more out loud.
If nothing else all this has gotten the physi…
Silica
I gaze back at K2 as she speaks, it's almost like I'm in a dream and can't speak. Only reach for her to kiss her again.
Yes, the intensity builds, she reaches up under my shirt, so fucking hot... I'm hungrily kissing her now, needing her to…
Silica
My mouth teases open as she kisses me, our tongues touching, playing together. We're still exploring here, still not sure who's leading and who's following. Fuck it... it's me right? This is me... I love this... kissing her. But something de…
Silica
Coming down from the energy of the first song, we get into the next. Little slower, little more sensual. She touches my hip and I rest a hand on hers... we dance a little bit, slow down and get a little closer.
"Can you fuckin' believe this…
Silica
We get up, the player in her pocket or whatever and the headphones around her neck and blasting so we can hear it just enough to sing. I don't really know the words so i just follow her lead and you know... I get the chorus down after a bit.…
Silica
At first I don't really like the song, the part with the girl and everything. But then the guy starts singing and i dig that. And hey, Kaykay is moving and singin' and I can get into that. I like the feel of being close to her like this, eve…
Silica
Cannot get over how weird this is... but ok, I help her. She even takes my hand for help. She's so excited, "Ok... ok... " I say, a little bit amused... not about to defend Squirrel but does K2 know music?
K2 gets the 'phones out and I'm l…
Silica
She's not looking at me by now, but I shrug in a sort of what the hell way and walk back over to the bed and plop down on my butt to sit next to her.
"Fuck Squirrel... what you got?" I ask as I lean over to try and see what she's after. I …
Silica
"That's awful," I scoff playfully. Like I haven't heard all the jokes before.
"I don't want to fuckin' sleep..." I stand up, stretch, both hands over my head and on my toes. "The hell do you do around here? Fuck... how long was I sleepin?"
Silica
I turn my head again to look at her. She's so fuckin' hopeful, trusting. Maybe she thinks as long as Hadden's around nothing bad can happen.
"Look," I sit up, scoot up and lean against the wall then pull my legs up and put my arms around my…
Silica
Yeah I catch myself looking at her lips again, I don't look away or anything. Why should I? I just kissed those lips and liked it. It's a little weird that it's K2.... seriously weird. But whatever, we're havin' a moment. Don't mean nothing,…
Silica
Well there's a confused little moment as I wonder if I heard her wrong or what... I know my brains' been kind of fucked up lately. Maybe it's me.
Still breathless from our kiss I answer her, "not bad, Kaykay." I lie. She was fucking amazing…
Silica
I'm about to say something when she calls me by that name and it just makes me stop. Looking at her as we lay side by side, breathless. My mouth takes a few seconds to move, "What?" I begin, softly.
I go on, there's a tiny sadness behind t…
Silica
Fuck... what did I want to happen? Yeah, I wanted her to be afraid of me, didn't I? I wanted to be better than her... show her up. But she kisses me and it's fucking amazing... K2 is... damn. Fucking sexy as hell.
Now people don't know this…
Silica
Yeah it is hard to tell, but fuck... she's getting into it and it's pushing me a little further, too.
"Oh yeah, you're so hot," I answer her with a breathy whisper and a little confirming nod, our faces close to each other... "Hadden's goin…
SIlica
I like how she's looking at me, in my eyes. This is pretty hot actually, and I'm getting into it, I lean back and show her some other ways to move for a couple seconds, then lean forward so I can speak quietly to her.
"Could be anything, h…
Silica
A grin grows across my face and I slide up, slipping my leg the rest of the way across K2's lap so I'm sort of sitting over her, one leg on either side. I look down slightly at her face.
"Ok, so I don't know what Hadden's into... and trust…
Silica
Wow... the way she talks about him is something. I'm not sure how I feel about just about anyone... other than my father. People aren't definite, they change, the come and go... mostly go.
She talks about doing it, a horse's thing... seriou…
Silica
"Never," I answer. It's something I've been saying for a while now, never gonna be ok again. I dwell on that thought for a second, then get it out of my head. I chase Mel's voice out of my head with other thoughts... if this were any other d…
Silica
I giggle with her... which is weird.
But she mentions Jester's moms and that dream just comes back... like a slap in the face. She may or may not notice but the smiling expression slowly fades as I turn away a little bit. A long breath. I l…
Silica
I don't do apologies. I mean... i don't give em and I don't hear them very much. I mean, you do the shit you do... it happened. Don't fucking apologize. But whatever...
"Ok... ok..." I turn to lean on the wall at the head of the bed and str…
Silica
I find myself staring at her lips as she talks about him, thinkin' about it... Hadden huh? He's... nice. She probably catches a stupid girly grin on my face for a second before I remember not to show it.
"Seriously? Hadden take over Underla…
Silica
She's going on about how they met up, "something clicked", and it kind of softens my attitude a little. I'm still feeling edgy around her, always am, but not so much angry. K2 goes on about the steam room and everything, and the energy in he…
Silica
It does feel like that. Gotta behave cause Hitec is outside. Which is weird cause you know, I wouldn't usually care. Hitec makes me smile with that comment about kicking K2's ass though. Now that's funny.
K2 sits up on the edge of the bed a…
Silica
I seethe at her, she's layin on the bed there... and I totally expect her to shout back at me, maybe even come at me. Adrenaline is flowing... but she doesn't. She stays down and just fuckin' keeps talkin at me... fuck... don't you know this…
Silica
Ok, she mentions Wonky and that about does it. She may see my face turn suddenly hurt for just a moment as I suddenly shove her in the chest hard with both hands, I'm standing over by the door by now so she may fall back on the bed or somet…