Stitch,
You wheel Rinso in the wheelchair to an exam room. He's pliant and quiet while you check him out. He's in rough shape. His face will scar over, his cheek is broken slightly, so it will look a bit off. His left arm was dislocated, but Zero reset it. It has some tendon damage, but should heal to 80% effectiveness over time. The ankle is broken and set wrong. It will need to be re-broken.
You can heal all of this with normal methods, but he'll never be the strong, handsome Rinso he was before.
What do you do?
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"You have another option, but it's risky and can get personal." I tell him. "Kiddies has seen me do it to VB and Saff. I'd like to try it since you're not in danger of dying, but your call."
OOC: Healing touch incoming.
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For this one brief moment of human contact, the world falls away. It's just you and Rinso. He is not the worried young man, you are not the damaged, lost woman. He says, in your mind, "Yours is the kindest heart I know. This magic that you know, it comes from your compassion. I've seen in you something, something you don't yet see. The damage he did to you, you can undo it. If you wanted, you could heal yourself. If you're ready to bring another wonderful person into this awful world, it is within your grasp."
You slowly come out of the moment into the real world once more. Somehow, you leaned over, or maybe he pulled you to him, but you're totally kissing Rinso right now. And he's coming out of that same mind-sharing moment and he's not pulling back, not pushing you away.
What do you do?
I pull away just far enough to press my forehead to his. "Thank you." I say simply. I'm too overwhelmed to say anything else. I have a curious smile on my face.
There is no way I'm opening my brain up to a stranger. Rinso may trust her- and that goes a long way for me- but it's not enough. If Nezzy finds out what I can do, that's all I'll be doing until I go insane- lost inside the minds of the people here.
He takes a little breath, then says, "You think I should, uhm, avoid Kiddo and Vee while they're dealing with Ollie?"
"If I were you I'd wait until they come out- don't interrupt their family time. But no, don't avoid them." I almost tell him maybe he should talk to VB first since Kiddo's pregnancy hormones are likely giving her some mood swings, but they all need to sit down and talk. Soon.
I don't tell him about how some of the people of the Ascendant look at me like I will save them all. I don't tell him about the grenade. I don't tell him how Zero wanted to kill Ollie.
"I thought I'd found all Bran's moles." I tell him. "Jemma died because I hadn't." It's not strictly my fault, but since when has that ever stopped me?
He pauses, then cocks his head to ask, "Do you need any help finding Bran's moles? What can I do?"
"I think I got them all." I tell him. "Though if there's any left they've been very quiet over the last few weeks."
A thought occurs to me. "You could help around the infirmary? We're getting more and more patients every day and I'm short staffed."
I smile as I remember his lips on mine- so warm. I sigh.
You head on to check in on Ollie. He's awake, barely. Hump is singing softly to him. Zero's here, too. Zero is putting on a brave face, but you can see she's about worn out.
In the recovery ward- I look over to the next bed down, it's empty. I wheel it next to Ollie's bed. "Rest." I tell Zero. "Hell, we can wheel some more beds over here and you can all sleep. I'm sure you could use it." Especially Kiddo.
Hump sees you, gives a grin between verses. He's singing something you recognize, almost like a lullaby. What is it?
Moon, so round and yellow,
Looking from on high,
How I love to see you
Shining in the sky.
Oft and oft I wonder,
When I see you there,
How they get to light you,
Hanging in the air;
Where you go at morning,
When the night is past,
And the sun comes peeping
O'er the hills at last.
Sometimes I will watch you
Slyly overhead,
When you think I'm sleeping
Snugly in my bed.
I smile warmly at him. "You are very welcome. I wouldn't be here today without Kiddo, so I'd say we're square." I wink at him. It's the truth. "How about you get some rest and heal up for me?"
Do you head out to do rounds? Or do you head back to your room for some sleep?
Pringles is coming along well. You had to cook up a medicine for the croup, poor girl was about to hack a lung. Now, you could probably let her check out of the infirmary, but she lives in the barrens, so you, well, you haven't yet, have you?
Janco follows you out, "Listen, Stitch. If you're going to stay up, maybe you could work on something less stressful? Our files need to be updated. I'm worried you're pushing yourself too hard, you know?"
No, i haven't sent her home yet. We've got a few patients who could go home, but I've kept them- mostly kids without parents. The older ones who are fit get a crash course in nursing- cleaning up and such.
She gently punches your arm, "Never took out a lung before. That was pretty badass!"
Maybe I can train Rinso to do the notes...
"He would have died without you." I tell her. "You are one hell of a doctor."
She pauses, like she's considering if she should stop there. But she says, "So... about magic. What, uh. What did you actually do to Rinso?"
"It's not magic, but it's not strictly science, as far as I can tell." I tell her. "If I can lay my hands one someone, open myself up to them, I can fix their hurt in their brain, and the body does the rest. It can go south real easy, though, and it opens up the deepest darkest parts of them, and me. Parts I generally like to keep in the past... But for some people, I'll do it."
A hint of a smile comes to my lips as I remember that kiss. No, I stop myself. It was just a stupid crush and he's going to have a baby with Kiddo. I wipe that smile right off my face.
I... I don't know how I'd even do it. I can't have children. Metro can't, either. After the baby... I didn't let myself think about what I'd lost. What I could never have.
I don't know if I'll ever be 'fixed' from what Ethan did. I don't really care. I'm happy, now- I take care of folk and I'm good at it. I have Metro and Kiddo and Kiddo and my own sort of cobbled together family. Maybe for the first time in my entire life, I feel like I am enough, just as I am.
"Thanks. It's all in the past." The long dead past. I smile at her comment about the kids. I wish I could take better care of them, but I just don't have enough food or jingle to feed them all. I'm not surprised they talk about me, though that makes me wonder what else they've seen. What else they talk about...
I plop my ass down at the desk and start digging through paperwork. Janco's lucky she's such a damn fine doctor- I don't do paperwork for just anyone!
The comm at your desk beeps, and a text message comes through:
Hello, pretty lady. I heard you pulled a man's lung out of his body, and he didn't die. Are you some kind of sorceror? When are you coming home? I have some interesting news you want to hear. -M
Yes, I'm a sorcerer- want to see my pointy hat and cloak? Just finishing paperwork- somehow Janco made me do it. I'll be done in a half hour, unless you want to come get me? -S
I think you are a very attractive witch. I disbelieve your powers, you should have a big mole, a large nose, green skin, and a distinctive cackle. I've researched this in the archives extensively in my copious spare time. You are doing it wrong. Jance has magic powers, if she gets you to do paperwork. I can wait half an hour. Any longer and I will come in with a stun gun and drag you away. -M
Thank you? That was a very mixed compliment. Witches can look however they want- they have *magic*. I don't disagree about Janco. If you keep sending me messages, it's going to take longer than a half hour.
Do you actually leave in half an hour, Stitch?
I'm stacking everything up after 33 minutes.
He turns and starts walking out of the infirmary, assuming you'll follow.
Of course I follow- enjoying the view.
He opens the door for you, which means he holds the button down so you can enter first. Inside, there's a candlelit dinner for two, a pair of salads and a bottle of wine, some homegrown stuff from a guy down in the barrens that is pretty damn good.
My mouth hangs open. I don't know what to say... "Metro... this is... wonderful."
Metro lets go of you, then moves to pull a chair out for you, pushes it in when you sit, and pours you a glass of wine. He sits across from you and lets you dig in. He takes a few bites, too. As you enjoy the salad, all of which is fresh from the garden with a light vinaigrette that enhances instead of masks the food, Metro asks you about your day, the surgery, and Rinso.
I take a sip of wine. "Rinso..." I hesitate, though I'm not sure why. "You know that thing I do? Fixing people with my brain? He came in all beat to hell- I would have had to re-break his ankle. So we went with option b... and when my brain came back to the exam room we were kissing." I feel sheepish.
"No, it's never happened before." I explain. "It... I fixed pretty much everything. And then... he told me I could heal the damage Ethan did. If I was ready... to bring a life into this world." I stumble over the words. It was such a beautiful moment, but now it doesn't feel quite real. Somehow, in that moment, it seemed possible- now... not so much.
"I don't really know." I repeat myself. "No... I'm too old, this place is too harsh. I'd be away from the infirmary for too long..." The reasons against stack high against the reason for.
He smiles then, having soundly defeated your lame excuses, "If you choose not to have a baby, that is quite alright. But make sure it is for the right reasons, that's all I ask."
I swallow my salad and stare down at my plate, my eyes misting up a bit. Why do I feel so small sometimes? Every time I think I'm finally past Ethan, it all gets dragged up again.
"Why not do this? Work on this healing option, see if it is even valid. Run some tests." He reasons it with you, like a scientist, giving you a lifeline away from the strong emotions. "Once you've confirmed there is or is not a... a cure. Then, you can worry about what to do next. And Stitch, I'm with you every step of the way."
I'm not fooling either of us- I'm sure we'll talk about it again. But normally he doesn't push me too much- he doesn't have to, he's so damn efficient at it.
After the salad, he brings out a soup he was keeping warm on the hot pot. It is a delicious tomato, basil and Parmesan soup that has a nice yellow color. He even has a couple slices of bread, still warm, made fresh. "I cannot claim the bread. That was Barilla. The soup is mine, though."
He isn't eating the soup, so he plays with a few bites of salad, sipping on the wine. You can tell he's waiting for you to have some of the soup, that he has something he wants to say.
When the light conversation dies down, Metro says, "I wanted you to be the first to know that I've discovered the garden thief. I set up a couple eyes focused on the few dead zones in Beneful's cams and spotted her. I've also triangulated her arrival and exit, checked against the schematics and I've narrowed down her likely hiding spots to three different areas." He fixes your gaze, "It's Sapphire, Stitch. She's still here."
The soup smells delicious- I'm sure it's written all over my face. I taste it and it does not disappoint. "Oh my god." I say. "This is amazing!"
"Oh." is all I can say to him. Saff? Why hasn't she come to see me? "We should try to find her before Nezzy does." I tell him.
"It's purple plum," he adds.
The smile slides off my face. Here I am- eating delicious food and she's been having to scrounge and steal. Why didn't she say anything? I would have helped her! I sigh, my eyes full of guilt for sitting here eating instead of running to find her.
The meal ends, and soon enough, you lay down for a nap. Go here.