Dear Reader, this thread has graphic depictions of sexual acts between two young people. You've been warned.
Eileen slept in a little. It was cold out. Did you "sleep" by the fire or did she make it up to the big bed with you?
Morning was quiet for Eileen. She took a shower, bringing all the bloody stuff with her to throw into a trash bag, not exactly embarrassed, but definitely taking care of it. She didn't invite you to the shower. Did you join her?
Breakfast consisted of some Oatmeal, Quaker Oats stuff that was brought here a few trips ago. With the water heater on the coffee pot, you get some steamy strawberry oatmeal. It's not bad. Eileen seems to love the stuff, she had two bowls.
She suggested taking you up on the hike, I assume you didn't object. She throws on a windbreaker, laces up her running shoes and heads out in her tracksuit. What are you wearing?
"Benny," she says as you're heading for the trail, "Are you gonna be okay, baby? You look tired as hell... is there any way you could, you know, sleep?"
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With my reading copy of Flicker retrieved from my bag, I sit and flip through, revisiting favorite moments. There are highlights and underlines, of course (“The art of cinema begins with scraping the chewing gum off the seats.”), but I give my full attention to the final scene, where the protagonist and the mysterious cult director he spent so much of his life idolizing are stranded on an island with a dump of discarded old film. As they wait for the world to end, they use scraps and bits from the dump to splice together one last film.
[OOC: Spending my one lonely Coin of Hope to reduce Exhaustion to 5]
Eventually, I fall back on a new favorite pastime - watching Eileen sleep. There may be some envy involved in that, but it's mostly just wistfulness and affection.
I've already showered when Eileen wakes up, went down early so the hot water heater would be full when she got to it. Breakfast is quiet, and I want to ask Eileen how she feels about last night, but decide she'll tell me in her own time if she feels uncomfortable about it in the light of day.
I'm actually excited for the hike. It's a crisp, bright day and the fresh air will certainly be a good tonic for the lingering dank currents of the Mad City in my mind. I'll put on jeans and a pair of hiking boots, one of those flannel shirts I brought so I could be eye candy for my girl, grab a windbreaker of my own.
When she asks about sleep, I think for a sec. I want to keep telling the truth. "I'm okay for now. A little better. The... well, the Wax King implied that he could protect me while I sleep, but I'd have to be there. I don't want to leave you, Eileen, and I have no idea what the situation is in the Mad City, after what was going on when I left. I just... don't know."
"Shit, Eileen. I'm sorry. You're right. I'm being so damned emo. Listen, the Wax King said he could help, and I want to trust him. I've done him solid, and if the whole Mad City isn't in even more chaos than usual, he'll come through. I know he has his own agenda, but it seems like part of that is respecting his allies." Man, I'm talking a lot, just spitting out words. "Anyway, let's have today, and I'll try to get to the Wax King tonight?"
"Alright," Eileen agrees. "We have today."
A smile spreads on her face, then she reaches out to quickly slap your arm. "You're it!" Then she turns and dashes down the trail, heading into the woods as fast she can go.
I jog along behind, matching her pace as well as I can, keeping close enough to see where she's going, but not pushing my tired body any further than I need to. She's gonna give me shit for "letting" her win, but whatever.
After a few hundred yards down the trail, she cuts right, on a smaller trail, more grown over. She slows to a quick walk, reaching out to push a few stray branches back. "Come on, Benny. Walk with me." She motions for you to join her, but the trail's too narrow to walk side-by-side.
"Benny, let's head over to Lookout Peak." Eileen says. It's a joke name, since it's far from the highest point up here. When you were kids, both you and your respective siblings found the place, which is near the end of this little trail. It's a place where the mountain drops off. A decent climbing spot, if you're into it. The view is mostly the lake, but the angle is spectacular.
So, I've just committed to this. Heading back to the Mad City on purpose, hoping that there's a solution. I can't help but wonder what the cost will be. There's always a cost.
"Benny," Eileen says when you sit beside her. "This is going to be an awesome day." She is trying a light tone, but there's an unmistakable worry underneath.
She asks quietly, suddenly a little self conscious. "Can we do it again?" Then, she adds, "In the cabin."
You tempt her with sex in the open and she glances down, seeing the people in the Winnebago. She's quiet for a few moments. You can practically hear the gears turning in her head.
Around you, the late morning is warming up a bit. There's a bit of a wind here at Lookout Point, but nothing terrible. "Fine. But when we get back to the cabin, you have to make me a sandwich." She grins, laughing at her sexist joke.
Regardless, I lean in for a kiss, big and dramatic. I make sure that Eileen 'sees' a flash of reflected light from the vicinity of the Winnebago, like sun off the lenses of binoculars. I see the light in her eyes and play into it. Forget porn, I'm acting my ass off for the non-existent cameras, despite the fact that I'm totally into this myself.
I do everything I know, or can imagine, to make Eileen enjoy this moment. Mouth, fingers, the whole shebang. When we finish, I ensure that the binocular flash happens again for her.
At one point, after you're rather sure she had her first little climax, she pulled off her top. She pulled her legs wider open for you and started a rhythmic panting, which of course is music to your ears. After bringing her to a second, bigger one, she melts into a puddle on the log, laying on her side and begging you to stop, saying she's too sensitive, she needs a minute to rest.
That's when she sees the binocular flash. And instead of covering up, she just coos and laughs a tired little laugh.
It's still early, not noon yet. The water ripples and glistens in the breeze and sun. The day stretches out in front of us like it will never end. It will, though. End.
We kinda float back to the cabin. I know Eileen's still recovering and I'm walking in a haze of possibilities, not thinking about later-later, just thinking about 20 minutes from now. "We have been awake for almost two hours and I haven't said 'I love you' yet. I love you. And I'm glad you're hot and like sex. And smart. And that you call me on my bullshit. And all the other things."
The cabin's in view now, through the trees. Before we go in, I pull Eileen in for a kiss.
When you come up for air, "You're stalling."
I drop out of caveman voice. "You sure you want to play? I've always... well, I've had... dammit." I clear my throat. "This whole thing. The Mad City, everything. For this whole time it's seemed like whatever control I have over events has been pretty weak. I mean, I can react, and choose how I react, but I haven't been choosing what I react to. It's been sort of just one thing after another."
"You know what? Right now I want to surrender to something, to someone. And that's you, Eileen. Tie me up, use me, abuse me, do your worst. It's what I want. I'll even make you a sammich, if you command it."
You can see in her eyes that she's taking you seriously now. She sits up, watching you, nodding, making little noises that she "gets you". She does. She totally gets you.
Dramatically, she sits up, taking a stern posture. With her oft arched brow, she says imperiously, "Then, slave. Strip. Not a stitch on you. Once you're properly undressed, stoke the fire to keep us me warm."
I skin out of my clothes as fast as I can, not folding or anything, just tossing them to the side. Then I lay more logs on the grate, add a few of the newspaper-kindling twists from the basket. Light it up. I kneel, ass toward Eileen, and blow on the kindling until the wood catches.
I stand. "Ma'am?"
Once the wood catches and the fire grows, the place gets a bit warmer. "Ah. Very good. Now, pull a chair over from the dining table, and have a seat. I'm going to tie you up."
She takes off at a bit of a jog then dashes up the stairs, giggling a little. She's faced the chair so you're staring at the fire while she's gone. It's crackling the logs, the flame's less than a foot above them, but it reminds you of the Magnificent Howler's realm.
You distantly hear Eileen returning. Feels like she was gone forever, but was probably a few minutes. You literally heard her opening half the cabinets in the place, going outside, and giggling madly the whole time. She must have found something exciting at one point, because she gasped, then made a "Mmn Hmmn" noise.
Then, everything goes black. The fire disappears in darkness. You feel something pulled taut around the back of your head. Eileen leans into your ear, "I've blind-folded you, my little pretty. Now, I'm going to tie you to this chair, and have my way with you. I'm going to take pictures, too. Of my little... fuck slave." She hesitated before saying "fuck", like she's said it a million times but this time it seemed naughtier or something.
"Are you ready for this, slave?" she asks, her tone a bit more serious, checking in, like, making sure this is exactly what you want. She's tying ropes, probably the ropes from the boat gear trunk outside, around your ankles, not so tight they hurt, but yeah, she's tying you up.
She spends delicious minutes slowly stroking your body as she pulls ropes across. She'll never be an effective kidnapper, that's for sure. You pick up that she's in a bra when you feel the soft skin of her stomach on your forearm when she leans over you to fix a knot.
Eventually, when there are five loops over your chest and arms and at least as many over your thighs and calves, she steps back. She makes a few noises of approval. "You look so fucking hot like this, Beh... SLAVE."
Eileen moves over to your ear, her hair tickling your neck and shoulders, "I'll give you a choice of what you get first, slave boy. Do you want the feather? Or the wax?"
Anticipation. Desire. It's like touching a nine-volt battery to my tongue. Part of me wants to reach out, grab Eileen. I'm glad I'm restrained and can't. Glad she's in control.
The images swirl as your leg burns suddenly. Hot, quick pain in a circle on your left thigh, then it runs down the outside of your thigh. Wax. The first is followed by two more, until Eileen lets out a stifled gasp, like she is still figuring out how to do this.
You feel her move closer, the warmth of her body greater than the fire. Then you feel her warm skin on your knee, she;s straddled your leg and sat down, wiggling her firm ass on your knee and chuckling when your dick reacts. She leans forward and drips more wax, this time on your chest. It hurts for a second or two, then dissipates, with the odd liquid sensation of it rolling down your chest to your stomach.
"How do you like this, slave?"
Even knowing it was coming, the surprise as much as the pain itself makes me gasp. Oh ye gods, that was astonishing. Then again and again and the repetition is reinforcement and if I weren't restrained I would certainly have done something, but as it is I can only feel. I feel her ass on my knee and the wax on my chest hot and dripping and a switch has flipped in my brain and the base of my cock and oh shit.
I'm panting as I respond. "Ungh." I find words from somewhere. "Yes... mistress..."
Eileen stands up from your knee, and chuckles, a little derisively. You think she's getting into this.
After a few minutes of blind solitude, you feel a tickling at your neck, then your ear. It's almost itchy, but not quite. She has evidently found a feather outside, pulled it out of a pillow or something. And she starts barely running it along the ridge of your ear, across your cheek, your lips. You feel her standing over you, her tummy against your left hand. "Tell me how much you adore me... slave."
"Mistress, your slave is not even worthy to adore you. Your slave worships you."
And it's gone.
She leaves you there, in the blind dark, no sensations, no sounds to find her, just the crackling of the fire. For how long? How much time passes? Feels like forever.
She could be right there, just watching. Torturing you. She could be gone. What if the wax summoned the King and he stole her away? What if Bianca's back and pissed and Eileen's dead at your feet? What if Eileen's just sitting there touching herself watching you like this? How would you even know?
How long do you last before you say something? Anything?
You hear the couch creak and quick steps forward. Eileen's working at all the knots, "Now I'm going to punish you for doubting your mistress. I'm going to spank you, little slave."
She's smiling like she can't help it, so excited with this that her demeanor of the harsh mistress has slipped a little. She walks over, in high heels you notice, to take a seat on the couch. Her imperious tone returns as she commands, "Crawl over here, and lay across my lap, slave."
I crawl over as commanded, exaggerating a little, swaying my ass from side to side like a jungle cat. I look up at her as I pull myself up to lay across her lap, sneaking in a little sniff of the skin on her thighs as I do. Once I'm in position, "Yes, Mistress."
SMACK!
She did it quick, like ripping off a band-aid. It if weren't for the sound, you might doubt it happened. There is a little sting reminder.
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
This was with purpose. She bit the inside of her cheek while she smacked your ass, this time a little harder. She left her hand there, on you. She slowly smooths her palm across the reddened skin. Her voice is soft, warm, "You are such a good little boy. Such a good little boy."
After a few minutes of this, she sits up and taps your ass lightly, "I would like something different, slave." She waits for you to crawl off her, and you see her grinning despite her attempts to keep things under control. She narrows her eyes to slits and says in as stern a tone as she can manage, "Go lie on your back on the rug there, in front of the fire. I'm going to pleasure myself on you. And you are not allowed to cum until I say you can."
Without doing anything else, she sits up slightly, pushes her panties aside, reaches for your cock, and slides down onto it. She sighs as she does so, and quickly begins riding up and down on you. "You may only touch my hips, slave. That is all."
The rest of the day is just being together, touching most of the time. There are the occasional melancholy looks. I'll be taking a risk, going to the Mad City, but the greater risk is, I think, not going. Late in the afternoon, I put a windbreaker back on and grill the salmon and asparagus Eileen brought while she watches from the picnic table. Dinner conversation is light, just the usual topics that bring us together. At some point, we both clearly have the sense that it's time.