Let's jump ahead a little bit, say you had some time to mourn, and be sad... What have you gotten up to these days? Harrow is back, but if you wanted some privacy, I'm sure you could swing it. When do you finally surface for air? What have you been up to? Did you deliver Mill's message to Roark?
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Other than the trip inta the city with Cinch, I aint done much fer a coupla days. I cleaned Shelly. Been layin' in my bed most o' the time. Fell asleep in the bed yesterday, woke up inna cold sweat. Dreamt o' Shan. Kept rollin' the sight o' him an that gun. An 'en 'is dead body aside me.
Stupid o' me ta sleep inna bed alone. 'Course now I don't wanna sleep with nobody else. Been avoidin' Harrow. I know she's bad. What if she sticks a gun in my mouth?
What if she should?
Ended up, I slept up inna rafters last night. Woke up feelin' like I needed ta get out, so Ima gonna find Roark an 'en Thirdie, too. Roark first. I head out o' the room ta go bathe inna lake, an 'en I'll find Roark.
"Mornin' Rue," he calls calmly, a little winded and his brow damp with sweat. "Come lookin' fer work? Or just gab at me? Either way, pull up a stump!" He points over at a fallen log over by the makeshift fence he put up for the garden.
"Ize after one, but I'll take the other." I answer 'im. I head o'er to the log an take a seat. "Lissen, Roark. I met Mill, an he sent a message fer me ta bring back to ya. He said he don't want no part in talkin' with Hugo. Said he trusts the wild more'n a deal with that frakker." I give 'im a look, real serious. "Are ya makin' deals with Hugo fer Monroe?" I aint accusin', just askin'.
I lookit 'im solid. After a wash an some days to let it all out, I'm feelin' a bit more myself. "Roark, I aint gonna tell ya how ta run Monroe. I don't trust Hugo." I thin on it fer a bit. "An I kilt 'em a-holes. If ya wanna reparate with me somehow, I understand." I aint offerin' myself up fer slaughter, not exactly.
He looks up at you, and adds, "the offer is appreciated though. I was thinkin' of havin' him and some of his boys over to chat in the next few days... You think that's safe?"
Damn, Roark's got a way o' makin' me feel good 'bout myself. Not in a sexy way. Like I'm capable. Like I'm worth a damn. It's much better. 'e's one o' the reasons I aint left Monroe.
"I don't think 'e oughta come ta Monroe proper, no. Mebbe some place close, meet 'im with some o' ours," Yeah, I said "ours", whatcha gonna do 'bout it?
Ikick at the dirt fer a bit. "Mebbe some place twixt her an where 'e's holed up. Clare an Cinch an Thirdie. I'll hang back, use Shelly ta keep an eye out. I figger if I come in with ya, they'd be some jawin'. An then I'd hafta put holes in 'em again. An that don't solve nothin'."
Thing is, I think it's gonna come down ta killin' Hugo. Just don't have the heart ta say so. Mebbe Roark's right ta talk. Mebbe.
He sets his shovel down and makes his way over to you. "There're lots of places out in the ruins... A bit dangerous to just up and go meet out there, though. You got a place in mind? Maybe a third party might arbitrate, that you trust?"
"Clare's the man ta talk b'tween us. An Thirdie can find us a quiet place fer meetin'." I offer off the top o' my head. O' course, theyze both part o' the fightin' that caused this. But I don't mention that.
You can tell he's trying to change the conversation.
"Any folk I trust are o' Monroe, Roark." I tell 'im plain. I aint angry er nothin', but I aint gonna let this slide quite yet. "We can't do this half-assed, darlin'. Set up a meet, an we'll work out somethin'." I clap 'im onna shoulder. I'm tryin' ta let 'im feel like e's in charge.
He grabs his shovel and gets back to tending his garden. What's next on your agenda?
I wonder if Thirdie's around? Er Clare. Ima look fer 'em.
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