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  • Half Pint knows someone here. Some guy named Robo. Got a thing with him. He's been talking about him. Days. Before I can do anything he's off. Good for him. He needs to unwind. And that's me saying that. Vet sticks close to me. Thinks we're a coup…
  • Done. Good. Pull pants back on. Fake going to sleep. Vet usually falls asleep after. Shit. Do the math in my head. Bleeding ended... just a day or two ago. Good. Probably okay. That was careless. Should have thought of that before. Got carried awa…
  • I lean back. Look around. A few blankets down. Put my head on the pillow. My bag, leaning against wall of the... My bag. Shit. He can't know. He can't know I have one of his marionettes in there. Distract him. Easy. Other leg out of my pants.…
  • Come on, Vet. Listen. Do it. Manipulate. (Rolled: 2d6-1. Rolls: 4, 6. Total: 9)
  • Damn. Just be honest. Firm. "Deg. Call me Deg. Mask stays on. Don't ask. We go in horse. Take my pants off. Take your pants off. We fuck. That's it. No kissing. Work for you?" There. Put it out there. Only way.
  • Long time. Want to. Don't. Cause of Louise. Cause of... what's under her. Too many risks. Someone might see. See the nothing. Vet touches me. Stomach ties in knots. Sweating. Hands clammy. Eyes filling with tears. Louise told me to. She told me to…
  • My blood goes cold. Yes. Of course, Louise. Turn to Vet. Nervous. Stomach in knots. "Um, I sleep in horse." Gesture with my head. Follow me. He'll get it.
  • Louise, help (Rolled: 2d6. Rolls: 1, 6. Total: 7)
  • Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. Fuck. Dammit. Taken too long to answer. Fuck What to say? I'd welcome his warmth? Sure. But no. Not... like I am now. With nothing left. He can't see me like this. He'll want to, and…
  • I flinch. Vet's words. Get lost in thought. Before we lived at the Colony, Vet and Green spent some time traveling around. We found a place where I was happy. A tiny little community on the outskirts of a forest. I can't even recall the name of it …
  • Damn. Hmmmm. Isis. She means well. I like her. Look at her. Don't want to go back. Something weird at Oru. But she's right. I can help. Louise can help. We'll be of use. Damn. Fine. "Yeah. Mean, I said I'd come. Keep my word."
  • Yeah. Why. Love to know that too. Nothing there. Nothing worth seeing. I listen, trying not to look too interested.
  • Oru. The first place I went after the Long Night. I just walked. Didn't know where I was going. Didn't know. Now I do. Just there for a little bit. Saw enough. I don't think I believe in the Wolves. But something was there. It was there I first …
  • "Yeah." Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. Tense up. Don't like talking about Louise. Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. I glance at Vet. He just wandered over when he saw us. Charming. Talking everyone's ear off. Folks like him. I just want him to leave me alone…
  • Asphalt's got stuff. Tastes like dirt. Don't mind. Want to get drunk though. Her stuff's weak. Maybe Comrade. He makes good swill. Real good. Always wants something in return. Cider might work. If Wisher's got it. Or we get Comrade's swill. "Cide…
  • Yes. "No." Fuck. Yeah. I do. Mostly want to be not here. Fuck. Why'd I say no? Why can't I just... "Actually, yeah. A drink. Sounds good." There.
  • Isis. Her eyes on me. I can feel it. Why. Why. Why is she looking at me? Eyes still welling up. Want to run away. Too obvious. Why does she do this to me? Act calm. Push it away. Of course I know. Of course. Because Isis wants to help people. Wan…
  • Fuck. Don't like talking about Green. Green is dead. Murdered. Killed. Gone. Deceased. Fucked. In the ground. "No. I'm fine." I keep looking away.
  • Isis looks at me. Right into my eyes. Uncomfortable. Awkward. Shameful. Eyes well up a bit. Sweat beads. Why? Like she saw me. Like she saw me. I look away. She saw me. She knows I'm lying. She knows I'm always lying.
  • Wolves. Superstition. Yet... Yet... Don't believe in the Wolves. Don't think so, at least. Yet they would explain the Long Night. So I pay attention when people talk about them. Was a point when I thought I might be a Wolf, before I decided …
  • The family has grown. Not large. Just enough. Some folks got married. Some folks had kids. Some folks joined because a life of companionship and simple work appealed to them, not unlike it did fer me. I enter church, and look at the congregants…
  • Huh. Hadn't thought of it. Not opposed. Not sure why we go, though. "Why's that?" Let's hear her out.
  • Dog, huh? Kind of cool. I like dogs. Loyal. Smart. Cats are better. You can leave cats alone when you need. But Dogs are good too. Eyeing the dog. Suddenly embarrassed. Someone probably thinks I want to eat it. Don't. Just like dogs. Overhear …
  • Poor Vet. Freaked him out. Right the fuck out. Course I did. That's what I do. Damn. Lucky though. Hasn't asked me to take Louise off yet. Noticed, for sure. Who wouldn't. But he gets it. Not the same under here. Not at all. Nothing left. Noth…
  • Vet. Don't say anything. "Vet. Don't say anything." Don't want to hear it. Don't want to know what I look like now. "Just... come with me. Talk later. Move now."
  • Poor Vet. Never seen Deg. Just Green. Sad he finds out like this. harm roll (Rolled: 2d6+0. Rolls: 1, 5. Total: 6)
  • I find myself smiling back at her in spite of myself. It's not... me. Smiling ain't my thing. My face doesn't do it terribly naturally. But here I am. Grinnin' like an idiot. Disarmed by the most genuine smile I've ever seen Val give. Against my be…
  • No time to think. Isis is shooting. Easier to hit a distracted target. I yell out. "OVER HERE! I'M THE ONE YOU WANT!" Get their attention away from Isis. roll to help. (Rolled: 2d6+2. Rolls: 2, 4. Total: 8)
  • Vet. Damn. Don't want to lead him on. Need him to come with. Damn. Okay. I yell out to him. Don't like yelling. Need to. "VET! KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK, FRIEND!" Feel silly yelling it. It's what I said when I visited him. A joke. He had no door. Just …