June,
A room 200 in High Rent, June is heard to say:
"'Erst kommt das Fressen, Dann kommt die Moral.'" I recite as I pour out two shallow glasses of rum I keep stocked for times of frivolous need.
Rothschild's peeled off her boots and left them by the door, happy to be out of them. She is quite a bit shorter than you, which becomes even more obvious when she reaches up to take the drink you've offered. She takes a long sip, then walks over to look at your array of plants, her free hand moving above the stalks and petals without touching.
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I've gotten my shoes and jacket and hat off as well, before even going to the shelves and the workspace where my food and drink get stored. I wouldn't call it a kitchen, not yet.
I match Rothschild's sip, looking in her eyes quietly. While she admires the garden, I unbutton my vest and peel it off, revealing the suspenders beneath. "You can touch them, gently."
I fuss with my hair, straightening it and smoothing my fingers slowly over the gloss black beads that are the external evidence of the implants in my skull. I'm nervous about Rothschild's comfort in my space.
I worm my way out of one suspender's grasp, let it hang down over my side. "I really do get cold easy. I just like it, the weight and the look." The armored lining in the jacket is also very reassurin' when I'm out on my own.
"The Obsids, huh?" I chuckle in return, thinkin' about how that's not the way water works..ah well, I'd never tell them. "Despite our matchin' fashion sense I doubt I'd fit in." I drawl out.
I toss my gloves away again and then bring my hands up to my neck to undo my tie. "Down to the bone of it, I like to feel like I have control over myself, how I'm presented. My body doesn't really provide that sense of mastery, but the clothes do."
I give her a testing look, then lean down a little to help her with the kiss. I carefully pull my collar down under my tie and unbutton the top button, then the second.
"I'll keep it on." I murmur into her sweet lips. Meanwhile, my fingers search the gauze on her back for an end to loosen or a clasp. "Let's sit." I suggest, tugging at gauze.
Her gauzy top is wrapped around her a dozen times. You find an end and start unraveling. She doesn't seem to mind. Rothschild follows you to the sofa, then pulls you in for a kiss by your tie.
I chuckle, kiss her again and have a seat, still workin' on the gauze, eager to see her and touch more of her skin. It feels like my hands are sparking. "You're wrapped up like a lil' present." I'm ready to pull her on top of me, but I delegate, "I'll get the shirt if you get the pants."
I'll let her undo the gauze while I finish taking off my shirt. I'm hesitant..maybe she'll spook again if she sees all of my body. Maybe she thinks she owes me this for her VIP seat. But rum burns a fire of warm, confident indifference to these problems inside me, and I'm needful. I need to feel close to someone, released and connected at once.
"I've got to warn you, it's a little different with me."
When you warn her, she looks up at you, "I've noticed your eye already, silly." She takes it as "your body's different", and doesn't ask questions. "Now lift up." She means your hips, of course, so she can slide the pants off.
June, when Rothschild sees you now, what other scars and marks do you wear on your skin?
I take the chance to look at her while she slides down to the floor. I want to read her skin, not just for its little surface marks, but for the anticipations it has, maybe even separate of her knowledge..
Obediently, I lift up my hips and help with the pants. "That isn't what I mean." I say, mildly. Honestly, my false eye is damn good, a 3d printed lattice with the old muscles attached and the cosmetics on top, tracks like the real thing..I'm impressed she caught it out.
After a few tugs and a laugh I'm naked on the couch.
I recall a lover of mine telling me I had wonderful, crisp collarbones and taut shoulders. I tolerated her sketching them for her own pleasure. I'm not sure who was subordinated in that act and who had power, but it was a moment after sex that was more charged than what came before it.
My right shoulder and neck are haphazardly scarred, and blossoming out of that are some geometric tattoos, fanning out in careful order. I tried to take that skin back, just like I tried to mark my eyes as mine, my decision. My body is thin, pale, the muscle tone on my legs is poor, my hips are narrow, ribs easy to count. Sometimes a charcoal-dark vein of wire runs underneath my skin. If Rothschild sees my back, like a lacework piercing on either side of my spine there's the dozens of boosters that turn me into a human antenna, rows of round 'beads', usually black, sometimes glowing a dull red inside. From the back of my neck to my tailbone.
I watch her reaction..curious myself about her. What happened to her back, and who nailed her under her breast, and who helped her out of that?
I think this is where we fade to black, right?
I am curious, do you let Rothschild continue her ministrations and attempts to be the aggressor, or do you assert yourself?
Also, let's see what happens with your Sex Move.
I rise up against her as she slides up on me and try to maximize our contact, letting out a low sound.
This should be where we fade to black, certainly.
I don't wanna quash Rothschild's work to be the aggressor here, and I think her bossiness is cute, but soon I hit my stride and turn the tables on her a bit. When I'm confident I won't frighten her.
Rolling to Deep Brain Scan;
(Rolled: 2d6+2. Rolls: 4, 4. Total: 10)
June, you don't frighten her, your calm agreement to her light bossiness gained enough of her thin line of trust. She melts into submission when you assert yourself.
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Those thin scars on her back, which are varying ages, you read the pain in them. Expertly applied to cut skin and cause enough pain that wouldn't cause you to pass out. You read in her that her tormentor applied chems and drugs to the wounds to multiply the pain to sheer agony. All of it is written with one name. Saint Anger.
Over the course of a month, Saint Anger wore Rothschild down to her lowest moment, when she broke into tears and begged him to relent, offered up whatever he wanted for release, even requested that he kill her to end the torment.
Then one night she saw an opening in the tent where she'd been left, chewed through her bindings and crawled away. She escaped Saint Anger, and she's convinced he's still after her. She's terrified of the open desert now and sees him everywhere out there. You're strong and assured, June. She's flocked to you for protection, for something solid, and she doesn't care that your body's odd and different.
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It's early morning when you wake to the sound of the door closing quietly. Is Rothschild in your arms or are you in hers? Where did you end up ?
It's Beckett. She's got her boots in her hands and she's trying to walk barefoot so as not to disturb you. She looks tired, circles under her normally bright eyes. The morning light illuminates her as she moves in, looking for a place to crawl in and sleep.
What do you do?
We're still right on the couch in the mornin', blanket from the back of it pulled over us and spillin' a little down to the floor. I'm spoonin' around Rothschild, holdin' her close. I sniff at her warm skin..there's still the smell of cars from the arena on her - leather, oil. Enduring girl.
I shift my head the slightest amount possible to get a view of who's entering my home. Logically, only myself and Beckett have keys to get in. And the super. And any clever-dick who knows how to pick locks. But my suspicion can go right back to bed, and Beckett will, too.
As she seeks out the bed, I'll spare her by closing my eyes again. I should update her on a few things but clearly she needs a few hours. She should update me on a few things, too, by the look of it.
Beckett sees you, then sees Rothschild, and as your eyes close to spare her, you see a soft smile on her face. She strips off her big jacket and her denim jeans, then climbs under the covers. She's snoozing in minutes.
You drift off again, then wake when Rothschild stirs. She rises to head off to the bathroom, it's late morning and the heat's already rising outside. A minute later, she comes back out, starts picking around on the floor for her clothes.
What do you do?
I rise up slowly, surveying the mess that June-from-last-night left me to deal with. Lucky me, I can just lean forward and grab my pants, shirt and suspenders. I start working them on in my usual fashion, then pat the space beside me while catching Rothschild's eye.
Rothschild's pulled on her underwear and top, but leaves the pants and boots in the floor, moving over to sit beside you. She offers a little smile and crosses her legs, which means her knee brushes against you.
Beckett's still zonked.
I whisper in Rothschild's ear, "You want to get breakfast? I have business but we should have enough time."
I realize I still have my tie on, and take it off to get my shirt on proper.
Do you let her?
I still keep my voice low, modeling for Rothschild. "I'm tutoring someone. Nothing special. Come on if you wanna." Mm, should have been 'want to', I don't want to sound too earthy.
I let her button me up, resting my arms on her shoulders with a smile. She wants to touch me, I'm not goin' to fight her.
Still, Rothschild's another new element in my business plan, isn't she? I don't want to send her out on her own. I've decided that. Reminds me of mail I used to get back out in the wider world.
'Dr. Weaver, please help me, I need this device to walk but my insurance is going to cut it remotely in 10 days and I don't have the money, what do I do?'
'I'm going to get fired if I fail another Mood Response Review, how do I hack my EID badge?'
'Why does it have to be this way?'
How can I say no?
"Sorry, Beckett, I'll try to be good until temptation comes again. And sure, breakfast for you when I get back."
I stop talkin' and hold a finger to my mouth with a gentle smirk, finishin' up dressin' in silence. I let Rothschild take care of herself as I get up, get my crutches together and my outermost layer on. I tuck Beckett's earnings into her jacket before hustling us out.
Oof, no real tools for this but myself and my scorched up memory.
Breakfast first though, someplace with coffee..or something black like coffee..
"I'm tutoring someone on programming basics, I think they have an Artune chipset, which is easy to work with and I can write out code for them and upload it myself.." I explain when we're out in the heat and away from Beckett's sharp ears.
The bar at High Rent is the quietest place, but it's boring. Rothschild suggests a little shop out by the bazaar, she says they fry a good egg. This is when things are busiest, so it will be loud.
You grab stools at this little tent cafe with a grandmother of a woman with dozens of tattoos on her wrinkled arms. She serves up a strong cup of java and some spicy eggs.
Rothschild gets an appraisin' look from me..what a little pro. "Sure, they run on a simple language and you don't need much of a computer to load it onto them. If Missed has one, I'll show her with that, if not I'll load it from my own systems." I tap my temple with a finger.
I'm not bothered by the new distance between us this mornin'. We can't be fallin' over each other all the time.
I take the coffee just like Gran'ma Tatts serves it up and taste the eggs. "Woman, is this Chalula? Whatever it is, you got the sauce!"
I let Rothschild eat a little more before leadin' in. "So..what are your plans after this mornin's business? Seems like you want to stick with me. We should work that out."
"A magician never reveals her secrets." Gran'ma Tatts answers with a grin.
I grin back at Gran'ma. No wonder this place is loud and busy.
Rothschild gets my attention again and I listen through her explanation, smirk a little when she flirts with me. I finish my eggs (I'm one of those people that eats fast and then gets bored in a restaurant..) and consider a little before answerin'.
"You can stay with me, you are useful and I am pretty flush at the moment. Glad you're not itchin' to stay in the Arena, too."
I light up and take my first drag of the day before continuin'. "Becks..yeah I'll need to talk with her, but I think she'll be fine with you. She has Hackmobile most nights and I don't expect her to always need the space or come in the way she did this mornin'. If that's not what she wants, we can negotiate."
"Now, when it comes to it, I lack a solid business model. I make brew and food and vinegar, small amounts, that's juuust enough to cover my cot and meals. I have you and your clever fingers now, and Becks and her pep and her car. But what for?"
"What I want to do is start drawin' together some of my old tools. Start a new clinic. I've got a lot of skills, but most of them..I'm not convinced they're useful to enough people in here. Or I'll just be privilegin' people who don't deserve it with my services."
I kick back a little and think. "Not sure I can expand my brewin' and my other tools at the same time but it's what I'd like best. What do you think?"
"Sure, we could do that. I like it." I touch the small of her back, briefly as she moves around me, then I stand. "Hump them fippers right up a flagpole, I'm clearly not the first person to do what I'm thinkin' in here. And I'll do it better!"
I stretch a little and groan. "If I still had my old servers an' all their data, Roth, what a thing that would be."
"This the fellah on Scream 101 or a new DJ?" I'm makin' myself some tea as Beckett transforms back to her usual self. "I did go, in fact, with Rothschild. It was one helluva upset. Cinch drove around those UFers like they were standin' still. Oh, that reminds me, somehow."
I drop two jingle worth of depot bills on the table in front of Beckett. "This is yours, for the move-in and the back-up."
Becks looks at the bills, "Good. We have this place for a month more then. I like this place. Nice bed. How's the couch, slackers?"
I laugh, "You know, Cinch is so cute, but I've never even flirted with her?" Hadn't thought about that till just now.
Gettin' back to my tea, I close in a little conversationally on Beckett. "Slackers? I'll have you know I was networkin' an' hustlin'. We've been talkin' business models, thinkin' up plans for this new venture. What kept you out so ..early?"
"What kinda business are you thinking? If Roths' involved, it's gotta be rhymin' and stealin', am I right?"
"Hmm, well I'm pretty slow on my feet." I tilt Rothschild's face up towards me with my fingers and kiss her briefly. "Joe's Girl. Huh."
I raise an eyebrow at Beckett's skittery tale. That's a question for when we're alone together, so I don't ask.
"Nope, I'm thinkin' I'll expand my brewing capacity on the one hand..and maybe open up a clinic on the other. Somethin' to keep me interested while I wait for side jobs. But I need the tools and the help. Roth's a start towards that."
What do you do?
I meet Beckett's eyes but answer Rothschild a little. "Sometimes augments are therapeutic, but yes. I want to run a cyber shop. If it takes off, it'll be high-profit. If not I'll just..fix people's tech, I guess. Double down on food. Somethin'." I shrug carelessly.
I'm even more curious about Rothschild now..I suppose she's had a whole range of customers, and chances to learn about this sort of thing. "The downside is it's all contraband. Just like the Scream 101 antenna, just like a thermite bomb, just like my own implants.."
Givin' Beckett a chance to veto here, test her taste for risk..
Rothschild gives you a look like "your call", she's not much for decisioning or, you know, group stuff.
"I calculate all my risks, Beckett, and I'm good at math. We can revisit this later if it gets too hot. You're partner, and Roth works for me." I lay it out there, reassuring slightly but not pretendin' about these decisions.
"Now..any questions or thoughts before I head off to do some tutorin'? Do you need anythin' from me today, partner?"
Rothschild shrugs like she doesn't, and hops up from the couch, heading for the bathroom. She closes the door. Becket looks at you curiously, like maybe she wonders if there's more you might say.
What do you do?
"I have nothin' in mind at the moment." I say in response to the offer of things from Bordertown East.
Sippin' tea, I study Beckett, lean in and quietly ask, "What skittered you out near Truk Stop? I know you, that ain't easy to do."
She lowers her voice, "And I get this sickish feeling, Junebug. Half an hour west of Truk Stop, like a tornado of pain and hate swirls up, and I think it's the desert talking to me, crazy stuff. But my momma taught me to listen, and I did. I watched it go by, and then I was out of sorts. III was asleep, lucky bugger, so I slipped into Truk Stop to sleep it off."
"III, huh? No, I don't know 'em." But if they hit an aquifer that's the stuff of big jingle, a new settlement. I nod about the normal rot of UF and Saint Anger and Snakes bein' themselves on the road. It's risky to move from place to place, and Gnarly banks on people listenin' to the same old and shoutin' 'YEAH' and 'YOU TELL 'EM' at their receivers.
I take a long, slow sip of tea while Beckett relays her odd encounter. 'A tornado of pain and hate'..I believe her that it happened. I nod and try to put that on my face. What could that have been? It's worryin', real worryin' to me. That sounds like somethin' you could do with the Feed, a weaponized frequency..
"I think it was good that you were consciously listenin', aware that the tornado was outside of yourself. That's real odd, though. You know what it makes me wanna do? Visit our snitchin' DJ."
"Alright, let's plan for it." I get myself stood up and ready to go outside. "Be safe out there."
I turn to Rothschild and ask her, "You ready to go?"
Rothschild heads over towards the door, opens it, and waits for you, "I'm ready steady."
Beckett turns to watch you leave, then she comes up to lock the door after you're gone. You head out into the growing heat and meet up with Missed. Where are you holding this training session, June?
I grin and walk out with Roth, givin' Becks a little tip of my hat. Then it's out into the heat.
This training session is going to happen wherever Missed feels comfortable doin' it. Her place, out with her guy she knows who has a computer, wherever. My notepad and pencil work in any old location.
Hopefully Missed is lettered, otherwise the remedial period is gonna go pretty long.
Once I have a glass of water and spot where I can prop up my notes, I begin, "Alright, tell me what you know about how chips work, and we build from there, from the very beginning to a small outcome." I draw a diagram of the chip while I chat.
She runs down a basic understanding of how chips and programming work. It's all self-taught, and she learns quickly, but this will not be a one and done teaching session. She asks questions and takes mental notes all the way through the Scorching Time if you let her. Rothschild meanders off after a while, but stays on the same floor.
At the end of this intense primer, do you think Missed got more of out what you imparted (take a +1 Forward dealing with her), or did you learn more about some aspects you'd assumed away while considering higher functions of design (take an XP)?
At the end of it, I hand over all of my paper notes to Missed - it was fun to dig into the basics all over again and refresh myself, but this session was for her benefit and I don't want her forgetting half of what we did today before we meet again. I hate to repeat myself.
I'll leave any leftover mess from lunch behind for Fall On Inn's people to deal with, shake Missed's hand and ask, "So when would you like to do this again?"
On the mattress, Missed's little project - an LED sequence pattern, babies' first program - blinks away.
Taking the +1 Forward with Missed
Still looking at her blinking program and checking notes, she looks up with clear eyes, "How much will it cost? Because I want to do this every day, but I only make so much." She looks over at Rothschild, who shrugs like "I don't do the books, lady".
I consider and light up, since this is the Fall On and not my room that I have to share. "How about in a month you owe me a jingle or a project of my choosing? I'm flexible, but not made outta time. Where would you like to meet tomorrow?"
After today's real enthusiasm I think I can put up with her being in my place for these lessons. But we may not want to make that a habit.
"Mm, alright." I follow Missed's gaze to the door, shrug. "I've got my inklin's, and I'm puttin' her to honest work anyway. We all pick and choose our dangerous friends, Missed. After all, you just spent most of the day with me." I tap away the ash on my cig. "Any of the Man's people, specifically, think they owe her hard treatment?"
While I believe in making solid deals and keepin' up trust..I suppose I haven't been above stealin' for a long time. My kind of rhymin' and stealin' is different from a lifer's, though..
"Pffft whaaat?" I laugh at the image that springs to mind, Rothschild drivin' the jeep out of the Palace itself..little plastic-wrapped twinkies and ho-hos spillin' out of the backseat. Palace guards stompin' off behind, suckin' her dust.
"I love it. Haa..thank you for the warnin', then, and the story. I'll keep my eyes open." I tip my hat to Missed and start on my way.
"Sorry for bailing. Got antsy. Fall On Inn puts my skin on edge. Plus, I already know that stuff." She grins, not at all humble about it. As you near the door to outside, to the oppressive heat, she asks, "Where to next?"
"Oh do you, now?" I smirk back to Rothschild. Asking her where she learned would be the height of rudeness - nobody likes to say they can't remember. "Ever gotten to play with a nanofac?" I'm still seein' that Bugs Bunny routine a bit when I look at her.
"I think Cinch has had enough time to recover from her victory. Let's send her a runner and head home. I want to start some batches up, check on the plants..and go over inventory with you."
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